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So, :iconadrimation: made something. And it's this: I'm Sorry by Adrimation
I guess I have to write a response. And, since I can't (nor I want to) make a drawing, I guessed a Journal will do.
And all I can say is...I'm sorry myself Adriana. While we both did awful things to each other, I wanna apologize on my part just as you just did. I've always being a horrible friend to you. I always tried to get your attention in the most toxic ways possible, I got angry over something that I should have handled better, I got way too overprotective of you, I got obsessed with you, I even said you were gonna end up like your mom. Whatever it was that made me act that way, I apologize for everything. You deserved better.
As for the drama of recent times, yeah I was a gigantic douche about it. Ok yes, you broke the promise and made me feel like shit, but trying to deliberately make you angry at me was just fucking childish. And seeing how I'm a 19 year old guy, that type of behaviour is unexcusable. And deleting all the drawings I made for you, while calling you bitch was downright despicable. (Don't worry, I still got all our drawings in my computer in case you wanna see them again)
But even then, I always did a shitton for you. I always looked after you, I taught you a lot of lessons, I did my hardest to keep you happy, I was always there whenever you felt sad or suicidal, I made several drawings for you, and we were almost like family, despite our VERY unperfect relationship. Yes, you broke your promise, you shat on everything I did for you, you did delete your drawings about me, you said I was worse than Gavin, you lied to me a lot. All these things made depressed as fuck, but I don't blame you. I acted horribly towards you and I deserved it all. I'm so sorry. 
But even if I felt and said I hated you, I obviously still cared for you a lot deep inside of me. When I saw you were going to a mental hospital, I was very worried and sad, because I felt I was responsible of making your life shittier. And when I saw how things turned out well and you were gonna change schools, I felt so fucking happy I can't even put it into words. Even if I was mad at you, I still tried to check on how you were, that's why I made jokes on your Ask so I could cheer you up a bit and that's why I couldn't stand seeing you hating me, even if I thought I hated you myself.
Yesterday I felt like hugging you, because WE needed it. Not only to feel better about each other, but also because we both need to keep strong for Noah. This does not means the end of the conflict, tough. Until a certain condition that only Jacob knows of is met, then I feel like we both can go to a Skype chat and talk things out. But, until then I'll live happy knowing that we're making progress and we may make up very soon.
And if you're feeling tl;dr today (Too long; didn't read) here's the short version: Even if we both fucked up, I'm very very very deeply sorry for the shit I did to you, Adriana.
  • Mood: Shame
  • Listening to: Dearly Beloved (Kingdom Hearts Series)
  • Reading: This Journal! DUH!
  • Watching: The Simpsons
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts 2 Final Mix HD
  • Eating: Pizza
  • Drinking: Diet Coke
Enough of sad shit in Journals, let's change it up to something more cheerful :D
As you must know, I've been addicted to the entire Kingdom Hearts franchise for quite a lot of years now. I adore the gameplay, I adore the crossover, I adore the music, I adore the story and I pretty much praise & love everything related to this fantastic franchise! :party:
(Except for Re:Coded & KHX, of course :facepalm:)
But with my recent acquisition of KH 2.5 HD Remix, my love for KH grew a lot more recently. I've been playing the shit out of Kingdom Hearts 2 Final Mix (my favorite game of all time btw) and Birth By Sleep Final Mix (Arguably the 2nd best game in the series) and they're just so good to the point they're making me fall in love AGAIN with a game franchise I was already in love with :giggle:
So yeah, Kingdom Hearts. If you didn't play it yet, you seriously need to. It must be a very bizarre Disney x Square-Enix crossover but it works so well. I just can't help but feel a lot of joy everytime I play it :P
What does this have to do with DeviantArt? Not much. But I just felt like saying it on here. I might end up doing some Kingdom Hearts drawings over here if you want to. I did some Fake Keyblades in the past, so I would happily draw more Kingdom Hearts stuff :la:
  • Mood: Obsessed
  • Listening to: The entire KH soundtrack(God bless Yoko Shimomura)
  • Reading: This Journal! DUH!
  • Watching: The Simpsons
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts 2 Final Mix HD
  • Eating: Burguers
  • Drinking: Diet Coke
I finally deleted all the drawings I made for :iconadrimation:
Without her presence on my page, it'll be easier to move on from that person. Even if I feel like every single one of our friends hates me now. Well, what am I gonna do? :iconshrugsplz:
Goodbye forever, Adriana! :iconbyeplz:
  • Mood: Pity
  • Listening to: Uptown Funk
  • Reading: This Journal! DUH!
  • Watching: The Simpsons
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts 2 Final Mix HD
  • Eating: Chocolate
  • Drinking: Diet Coke
So, :iconadrimation: made something. And it's this: I'm Sorry by Adrimation
I guess I have to write a response. And, since I can't (nor I want to) make a drawing, I guessed a Journal will do.
And all I can say is...I'm sorry myself Adriana. While we both did awful things to each other, I wanna apologize on my part just as you just did. I've always being a horrible friend to you. I always tried to get your attention in the most toxic ways possible, I got angry over something that I should have handled better, I got way too overprotective of you, I got obsessed with you, I even said you were gonna end up like your mom. Whatever it was that made me act that way, I apologize for everything. You deserved better.
As for the drama of recent times, yeah I was a gigantic douche about it. Ok yes, you broke the promise and made me feel like shit, but trying to deliberately make you angry at me was just fucking childish. And seeing how I'm a 19 year old guy, that type of behaviour is unexcusable. And deleting all the drawings I made for you, while calling you bitch was downright despicable. (Don't worry, I still got all our drawings in my computer in case you wanna see them again)
But even then, I always did a shitton for you. I always looked after you, I taught you a lot of lessons, I did my hardest to keep you happy, I was always there whenever you felt sad or suicidal, I made several drawings for you, and we were almost like family, despite our VERY unperfect relationship. Yes, you broke your promise, you shat on everything I did for you, you did delete your drawings about me, you said I was worse than Gavin, you lied to me a lot. All these things made depressed as fuck, but I don't blame you. I acted horribly towards you and I deserved it all. I'm so sorry. 
But even if I felt and said I hated you, I obviously still cared for you a lot deep inside of me. When I saw you were going to a mental hospital, I was very worried and sad, because I felt I was responsible of making your life shittier. And when I saw how things turned out well and you were gonna change schools, I felt so fucking happy I can't even put it into words. Even if I was mad at you, I still tried to check on how you were, that's why I made jokes on your Ask so I could cheer you up a bit and that's why I couldn't stand seeing you hating me, even if I thought I hated you myself.
Yesterday I felt like hugging you, because WE needed it. Not only to feel better about each other, but also because we both need to keep strong for Noah. This does not means the end of the conflict, tough. Until a certain condition that only Jacob knows of is met, then I feel like we both can go to a Skype chat and talk things out. But, until then I'll live happy knowing that we're making progress and we may make up very soon.
And if you're feeling tl;dr today (Too long; didn't read) here's the short version: Even if we both fucked up, I'm very very very deeply sorry for the shit I did to you, Adriana.
  • Mood: Shame
  • Listening to: Dearly Beloved (Kingdom Hearts Series)
  • Reading: This Journal! DUH!
  • Watching: The Simpsons
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts 2 Final Mix HD
  • Eating: Pizza
  • Drinking: Diet Coke

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:iconmelagirl:
MelaGirl Featured By Owner May 11, 2015  Student Filmographer
Maybe you could do a let's play of the Simpsons game!
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OverpoweredClefairy Featured By Owner May 12, 2015  Hobbyist
Sorry, i don't like Let's Plays.
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MelaGirl Featured By Owner May 12, 2015  Student Filmographer
Oh. Well, I thought it would be cool to see you commentating on that game.
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TailsDollsMinion Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey Julián, you doing alright, man?
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OverpoweredClefairy Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2015  Hobbyist
Yeah.
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TailsDollsMinion Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Alright, just was worried.
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BeekerMaroo777 Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2015  Student General Artist
Urgent news! My friend :iconmelagirl: found this recently: fuzz-buzz.tumblr.com/post/1075…
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mastergamer20 Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2014
Hey Obsidius.

I did a new Crash Bandicoot pic: Scroll in the Jungle by mastergamer20  (I did more if you like to see.) ^^
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MelaGirl Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2014  Student Filmographer
Hey Julian. I've got a question for you.
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OverpoweredClefairy Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2014  Hobbyist
If that question is about the New Regular Show (Which I didn't watch when you asked but now I did) then feel free to ask XD
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