So, made something. And it's this:
I guess I have to write a response. And, since I can't (nor I want to) make a drawing, I guessed a Journal will do.
And all I can say is...I'm sorry myself Adriana. While we both did awful things to each other, I wanna apologize on my part just as you just did. I've always being a horrible friend to you. I always tried to get your attention in the most toxic ways possible, I got angry over something that I should have handled better, I got way too overprotective of you, I got obsessed with you, I even said you were gonna end up like your mom. Whatever it was that made me act that way, I apologize for everything. You deserved better.
As for the drama of recent times, yeah I was a gigantic douche about it. Ok yes, you broke the promise and made me feel like shit, but trying to deliberately make you angry at me was just fucking childish. And seeing how I'm a 19 year old guy, that type of behaviour is unexcusable. And deleting all the drawings I made for you, while calling you bitch was downright despicable. (Don't worry, I still got all our drawings in my computer in case you wanna see them again)
But even then, I always did a shitton for you. I always looked after you, I taught you a lot of lessons, I did my hardest to keep you happy, I was always there whenever you felt sad or suicidal, I made several drawings for you, and we were almost like family, despite our VERY unperfect relationship. Yes, you broke your promise, you shat on everything I did for you, you did delete your drawings about me, you said I was worse than Gavin, you lied to me a lot. All these things made depressed as fuck, but I don't blame you. I acted horribly towards you and I deserved it all. I'm so sorry.
But even if I felt and said I hated you, I obviously still cared for you a lot deep inside of me. When I saw you were going to a mental hospital, I was very worried and sad, because I felt I was responsible of making your life shittier. And when I saw how things turned out well and you were gonna change schools, I felt so fucking happy I can't even put it into words. Even if I was mad at you, I still tried to check on how you were, that's why I made jokes on your Ask so I could cheer you up a bit and that's why I couldn't stand seeing you hating me, even if I thought I hated you myself.
Yesterday I felt like hugging you, because WE needed it. Not only to feel better about each other, but also because we both need to keep strong for Noah. This does not means the end of the conflict, tough. Until a certain condition that only Jacob knows of is met, then I feel like we both can go to a Skype chat and talk things out. But, until then I'll live happy knowing that we're making progress and we may make up very soon.
And if you're feeling tl;dr today (Too long; didn't read) here's the short version: Even if we both fucked up, I'm very very very deeply sorry for the shit I did to you, Adriana.